practicum!!!!!!!

Die die die,keep on dying because i haven't receive any call from audit firm calling me to go for an interview,of course lar i hope i don't have to go kl now,but i'm worry because lots of my friend already found their place and me?i look like a penganggur that kept sending resume and application letter to a lot of firm but receive none,the feeling damn sucks...i hope i find one soon, but well,it's not that easy right?have to think about transport,expenses and lots more, eventhough i'll be staying with my brother,but i found that the firm that maybe interested to hire me is quite far from his house,so how should i deal with that?1 word for all,headache!!!

Happy Birthday Sook Ling!!!

20th of March which is tomorrow was the twenty second years my best friend being born to this world,ops,i accidentally disclose your age already,sorry yea dear,hehe...Anyway,hereby i wish you a very happy birthday,hope you happy always,smile always because you looked the best when you smile,you know you smile is super killer mar,hehe...what else,erm...of course may your dreams come true,no matter how many dreams you have,i really hope all of them will become reality,not just a dream.. This evening bee sian messaged me,told me that tomorrow will be your birtday,i told her something..i said,"why don't we go to Shah Alam give her a birthday surprise?",who knows she reply me,"sumbat lar u",huhu...ha3,maybe i'm not able to do that now,but i really thought of that at that moment,sound stupid hor?1 day maybe i will do that,i always hope that i'll be with you whenever you need me and of course can't miss your birthday...

I miss you so much!!! God bless you!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

What should you do when your friend angry?

1 thing you should always keep in mind is...do not ever say something that will hurt your friends, don't ever because the consequences are something that you cannot bear for the rest of your life..i've done wrong,i made mistakes,i apologized,but it will never cover back the pain that i had done,so the apologize meant nothing at all already,but i still apologize because i don't know what else to do except for that..how angry he was?definitely cannot describe by words...how sad i am?i cried once when i thought of he cannot forgive me..how important friend he is?as important as any of my friends,anyone that become my friend once,they will always be my friend and of course i don't want to lose a friend..i'm losing one?maybe....

PKU...

PKU stands for Pusat Kesihatan Universiti,haha,wats so funny is today is the first time i ever go there taking a treatment in this 3 years,so should i say that i always healthy all this time?hehe, over proud of myself,but i really wanna laugh when the doctor checked my medical resord and saw none of mine,then she asked me,"you never come before?",yea,i never go there before because i think it's too far,i hate ma fan lar actually,hehe..Today is special case,because of my toothache last week lar,so i went there for checking,who knows she just said i don't have any symptoms,she just gave me 3 types of medicine and ask me to go again after 2 weeks to have a X-ray,huhu,it's sounds scary and serious actually but mum said it's good lar they wanna check in details.. Well,since i'm there already and i don't have class,so i went to see doctor,i got stomachache last two nights,the doctor said maybe it's gastrick,so gave me gastric medicine..I really impressed by the politeness of PKU's staff,especially the doctors and dentist,they were so nice,hehe...

Toothache..

I got toothache starting from last two nights,don't know what happened made me suddenly feel pain,i wonder is it because i ate too much sweet things all this while,don't know lar,all i know is it damn hurt..every night i lie on bed,cannot do anything,cannot study,cannot sleep,all i can do was just eating pills and drinking mineral water that caused me go to toilet every half hours..i'm wondering,will i suddenly die unconciously because taking overdosed of pills?huhu...sometimes when it's too painful,i really thought of wanna die,easier...what a short-minded people hor?i owe my life to my mum,so unless God takes it away from me,other than that,i won't die easily no matter how tough life is..Love you,mum!!!

boys over flowers...

Lately i fall into the "meteor garden" korean version, well,i really have to admit the main reason i watch it because the F4 are very handsome guys,all i can say is all of them more leng chai compared to the Taiwan version and Japan version,hehe,sorry Vic Chou,even i love you so much,but i still prefer handsome guys,hahaha...

What i can say is,Goo Joon Pyo looked very alike with Dao Ming Shi the Taiwan version, anyone that haven't watch it should go watch,then you will understand why i said like that,from some aspects,especially from side capture,both of them really look alike,but Goo Joon Pyo more handsome,hahaha..Of course my beautiful Hua Ze Lei,Yoon Ji Hoo in Korean,the Kim Hyun Joong acts look so beautiful as always,hehe,especially in Episode 15 when he cut his hair,made him look more manlihood. I remember the scene where he suddenly open the toilet door and saw Jan Di was sitting on the toilet seat,haha,i can't imagine if that happen to me,that would be very embarassing,the most

embarrassing moment ever i guess.

Anyway,can't forget about Kim Bum as Xi Men,nevertheless,they found a very cute Xi Men for

Korean version,he's only 20,haih..why i'm 22 already?suddenly felt like i'm starting to get old.

I remember Kim Bum in the Princess Battle that my cousin,Lene showed to me lasy year i guess,he was asked to sit on the chair at the middle of the stage and every leader of girls group singer were asked to dance in front of him,i still remember how shy he was and most important is,he's blushing,haha,so cute..i love to see guys blushed,that make them look cute,hehe..

Their Impression to each Other

The cast Lee Min Ho, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Bum and Kim Joon talk about their first impression of one another on ‘F4 Special Talk Show’ aired on 2nd March.
Kim Hyun Joong, “I first saw Lee Min Ho in the movie ‘Public Enemy Returns’ awhile back and he was remembered as ‘the child who died after being pierced by the knife’ in my head. It is a strange feeling.”
“And Kim Bum, I saw him in ‘East of Eden’ and he was remembered as ‘the child who can do crying scenes very well’. Very amazing. And Kim Joon, I met him for the first time during the filming of Boys Over Flowers.”
Kim Joon, “I was introduced to Lee Min Ho during my audition, it was an unofficial one. Because back then we don’t know each other, I thought, “what’s wrong with this friend, his hair’s curly”. He was tall and has a fierce glare, it was afterwards when I realised he was the ‘Goo Joon Pyo’ of F4.”
“Because of his height, he seemed a little imprudent. But in the show, the smiles of Joon Pyo are mostly his actual smile. He is quite a pure youth.”
Kim Hyun Joong also revealed, “Some of the image I portray in the show, I had thought they were irrelevant in real life. Ji Hoo is the atmosphere maker who is always so witty and fast with his words. He is one who will charm in just one shot.”
“Kim Bum, even though he is younger, he is much more matured. I have received a lot of help about acting from him too.”
Lee Min Ho spoke about Kim Joon, “Kim Joon, like Sung WooBin in the show, is peace-maker/trouble-solver in real life. He knows how to control the situation well.”
Kim Hyun Joong also added to that, “He has a swindler nature in him too. He can win all the time even if he don’t know he may not actually be able be expert in games and stuff.”
Meanwhle, Goo Hye Sun could not appear for the special talk show because of the accident she got into on 27th February.
Kim Hyun Joong, “Goo Hye Sun cannot join us for the talk show because of the accident. Even though it is a shame she cannot join us, we thought it is more important to put health before anything first for an actor.”

My Forensic Accounting..

i need to submit my project of forensic accounting paper on 12th March next week,the worse is i cannot figure out what Puan Adura want actually,i'm damn scared that i will do wrong again, haih..since last few assignments we did not achieve her target at all,then she just mentioned,"none of you can become the forensic accountant",hehe...Maybe people think she's a killer,but i just think that she really hope we can do the best,that's why she didn't give marks and information easily. She hope to let us experience by now on how the real picture of society is about,but people just cannot understand her hardship. Maybe i praise her now,but after i got my bad result,i will complain again,haha,i won't i think because i already expect that i won't get good result for forensic accounting..I'm a negative person sometimes,i prefer to think for the worse compared to being hurt and disappointed in the future.