Sunflower...

i’ll wait. i’ll be here. because you’re my last love
don’t forget, even if years later, you come to me, i won’t let you go
i only know of this love, i don’t know of any other
i’m a fool who only looks at you

 

no matter who i talk to, i only hear, see you.
i don’t know how to smile, how to forget.
i’m a fool who only knows of you
we loved so much, we really loved each other
if you leave, what should i do?

i’ll wait. i’ll be here. because you’re my last love
don’t forget, even if years later, you come to me, i won’t let you go
because i can’t die, i’m living. i’m living without you
it hurts as if i can’t breathe
someone told me that that’s how you live.
why are you making me suffer

i’ll wait. i’ll be here. because you’re my last love
don’t forget, even if years later, you come to me, i won’t let you go

it wasn’t easy to turn around
because i wouldn’t ever see you again
because memories flashed across my eyes
although my tears are welling up, i try to grab on
it needs to end now, love between us
the unforgettable memories that still live in me
although i can’t stand the pain in my heart
i’m sorry, that’s the only thing i could say

come back to me, my love, i’m calling for you breathlessly
the word i want to say to you: i love you, can you hear me
i love you, although you’re leaving me, you’re still my last love
i don’t care about others, i only need you, i won’t let you go. 

 

p/s : currently is my favourite song from Gavy NJ titled Sunflower...you can watch the video from this             link:   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZo5e9wuObk

Why guy always think they are smart enough to understand girl?

I watched a Korean drama currently which aired in KBS world, titled Dalja's Spring. The drama is about the noona-dongseng relationship,means young guy couple with older girl. At the time being,i was so much falling in love with the guy till i felt like i wanna order one of him for me,haha...but then we all realized perfect guy like him will never exist in this world. It happened that perfect guy also will never be perfect forever,i mean no one is perfect in this world,right?So even the guy...He made 2 mistakes that guy will always do:

• Girls so mind if guys take or consider them whether intentionally or accidentally as ju wai ren,means outsiders..Think of it,after what we had been through together,at the end,i just realized that i am actually just an outsider in your life and i cant even get into your family,your life?

• Girls so mind if guys hide something about the past(ex gf) from her..try to ask,how many girls would not like to know about the ex gf of her bf?i doubt not even 10% of girls in this world will not mind. I mean we do have the curiosity to know about the past of each other,right?The worse is when guy gets to work in the same place with his ex and he never tell you that as he thinks that since its just colleague-colleague relationship,so it is not matter to tell you...They are over smart right?

When they do wrong,they will say sorry,asking you to try to understand their stand now,but then do they really know what you want?Sometimes they just think of themselves,think of what is the best for me,not for us...Sometimes they just neglect to say I LOVE YOU,as they think that their action is more than enough to show their love..Yea,for guy to say those three words everyday can be a boring thing,but for those who never say,please do so,sometimes girls do need those words as the security of your love to her...

If any dissatisfaction happened between you and him,better talk it off and not just stay away from the problem by saying that what passed is passed,no need to talk over it again...Yea,it passed now but it didnt mean that the same problem will never happen again,its getting worse if you guys fight over the same problem over and over again and it will never end because you guys never settle it..Relationship is about sharing the happiness and sadness,about sharing the laughters and tears,about sharing the hardness and easiness in my life..When you mention WE or US,there are two alphabets there,means you need to have two people working on it..In some cases,you must tell your the other half about what you are thinking of coz you guys are separate bodies,he wont know what your thinking and you dont know whats his thinking...its important to tell each other what you want instead of just hoping he will understand you,bcz guy and girl are born to be different and have different thoughts...

Getting married is another stage of one life...Sometimes even when you coupled for more than 5 years and you decided to get married,you still end up by getting divorced in within 5 months,its pretty hard for two people living together...Maybe you should think about what you both want and then get to accept each other thoughts...Marriage should be about living happily ever after and not about getting a widow status...

Its good to have a mum at home...

Its school holiday,so i have my mum in town with us,huhu...really miss her so much,miss her cook,miss her everything..Do you love your mum?I am sure all of you love your mum so much..As for me,mum is my everything cz i do not have dad,i mean i do have dad,but since they divorced,i felt like i never really have a dad. Dad just a stranger noun for me,like no one,but he is somebody..A dad suppose to be a hero,the first hero in a daughter heart,but not for me..Well,i have to admit,i miss a dad...I should be glad that i knew who is my dad, better than others who never felt to know their dad,but human never know how to be satisfied,right?

I LOVE YOU,MUM...Thanks for all the love and care...thanks for brought me up...thanks for being there for me all the time...thanks for giving birth to me...I promise you i will be your nice little girl forever...